dua kaki

diam, berdiri, berlari, dan seringnya berjalan.
hanya sepasang. Kiri dan kanan.
sepasang lagi.. Entah datangnya kapan.

(masih) prolog

13 bulan, lewat 4 hari, dan beberapa jam

bukan waktu yang singkat untuk bertahan jalan di tempat.
Bukan.. Bukan.. Bukan berjalan ditempat tapi diam ditempat.

Siang itu kita bertemu.
Semua berbalik menjadi semu, tapi terasa baku. Dan aku suka itu.
Yang tidur bukan lagi kamu. Dan yang mengeluh kini berganti menjadi aku.
Seperti biasa, nyaman.
Seperti biasa, menyenangkan.
Seperti biasa, aku tak ingin pulang.

Kamu diam, dan aku ceriwis lewat mata yang mengeluarkan air. Aku menangis.
Kamu bilang aku jelek kalau sedang menangis.
Aku bilang menangis bukan pilihan yang jelek sekarang.

"Janji ya, kamu akan move on?" Katamu.
Aku berjanji.
"Janji ya, kamu akan move on?" Kataku.
Kamu menggeleng.
Aku bertanya mengapa.
dan kamu jawab tidak ada apa-apa.
Padahal harus selalu ada mengapa, kalau ingin tau sesuatu itu apa.
Lantas, kalau kamu bilang tidak ada apa-apa aku harus bagaimana?

Diam ditempat bisa menjadi awal yang baik untuk perlahan jalan ditempat, lari ditempat, dan melesat cepat -dengan-dua-kaki-kita-masing-masing-

Berlari dari Jakal, menuju Sagan,
sesekali beranjak dan berhenti di Kolonel Fried Chicken
namun seringnya langsung melintas Jalan Solo, dan tiba di Yadara.
Berbagi bantal, dan menceritakan masa depan.

Namun,
masa depan bukan hanya tentang mengitari jalan, sayang.





Asa.
Karena yang berlari bukan kita.
Tapi angan. Angan kita.
Percuma.

lovely present

why do you still confuse?

just text me and you'll be able to give some one you love a lovely present
from melukis PELANGI
:D

like Nessya Andriani did.

Nessya will gives it to her long lasting best friend; Windi.
and Windi will be the one who have it.


can't wait to create yours! :)

All The Time

Jum'at Malam yang Becek..

I wanna live forever
Whom you realize forever means together

I hope you know
When you say it wasn’t over
For the third times
I hope you know
You make me wanna give you something, more and more
I wanna give you hold
All the time
And wear you robe
It’s just, for the pooring rain
That never end
All the time (My life is raining all the time)
I wanna live forever
I’m the oak tree
Forever scar the stranger
I wanna grow my hair and nails you up my life
I hope to do change your last name and be a wife
I wanna share my lungs
All the time
It’s face the sun
It’s just, like a burning pain
That i be alone
All the time (My life it’s burning all the time)

(All The Time - The Super Insurgent Group of Intemperance Talent)




aku rela sepatuku berubah warna jadi coklat lagi lho Mas Rekti.
Demi kamu..

gong xi fat choi

merah
dimana-mana merah
serasi dengan kulit etnis China yang cerah

hari ini beda
hari ini tahun baru China!



jatuh cinta pada lilin yang juga merah
apinya membara, merona dan bukan marah
cantik dan menawan layaknya perawan





selamat tahun baru, China! :)

sensitivity makes me can't control my self.
i turned my mood off by my self.
stop speaking or even smiling.
some one and so do one of my UFO's senior,
told me that they annoyed by my voice
then,
if being my self is wrong
who's i should be?

reach my dream step by step

i was sitting all alone in my room
thinking about how to love communication science
thinking about what should i do in my future
thinking about this blog.

i do love this blog
i love what i've wrote even if my writing is stupid and my english is bad
for sure,
i love the way i named it melukis pelangi
there was no philosophy why i named it melukis pelangi,
perhaps, it just because i really really love red, orange, yellow, green, blue, nila, and violet
it just because I DO love RAINBOW
btw,
i have a blocknotes, with this blog's header as the cover
i always write all the things i wanna write there


anyway,
i really enjoy creating a BLOCK NOTES
after i created a blocknotes for my self and somefriends for free,
there was another friends, asked me to created the same.
and now, i'm absolutely fall in love with this job
creating a blocknotes.
my blocknotes.
MELUKIS PELANGI BLOCKNOTES


this is Dessy Rachma


she was one of my client
this blocknotes is belong to her.


btw just by text me, you can have that one too. :p

others..



i am Astrini,
a girl who starts to move
reachs her dreams step by step
proudly presents;

MELUKIS PELANGI
block notes maker
order at:
085736650070
or send me an email
astrini_2009@yahoo.com


bismillahirohmanirohim.

little thing that i miss

i miss my n70
it was a reward from my mother because i was listed as a science student in my Senior High School

my N70

where i saved and showed to everybody my -so-last-year-ugly photo design
where i photoraphed my self, in the day I and Namec having our first date
where there's a lot of "Happy Sweet Seventeen" greating message from all of my friends

where i photographed all of my Senior High School story
and finally followed me to Jogjakarta

i miss you dear. Where are you now? :(

Pray For Indonesia

Jogjakarta menangis.
Aku juga.
Yang kuat ya teman-teman!

dear Benji...

i made you a book

a book where you can share everything


i know you are a good writer..
so i hope you want to write everything there..
i know you are a good painter
so i hope you want to draw something there, too..
i know it's ugly
but believe me i made it with a lot of love by my self, all in one power


happy birthday Satria Dewi Anjaswari!
God bless you you youuuu!


(kok aku (sok) romantis banget yah nulisnya. Kantong plastiiik dooong :p)